hmmmm...

why do i always want to play it safe?

trying to pray about it more than talk about it...  

what is best for our future?

do we take the risk?

everything points to yes!

our hearts say YES!  

but our heads tell us to worry about what ifs...

do we take the risk? 

when we bought this house 6 1/2 years ago we planned to live in it 6 months to a year.

i remember walking through with Tim and we both said "it is small enough it could be a rental some day.

are we more than grateful for what God has provided. absolutely!

• i rearrange closets and drawers daily trying to make this little ol' house work for us.
• we are all so over the stairs.
• my kitchen is like that of an apartment.  can i prepare a meal in it... yes.  but then we each have to take a turn making our plates because we dont all fit in there.  
• we would like a room that will house more than one sofa.
• laundry inside would be nice.
• oh and lets not forget that pool.

a girl can dream can't she?

 

to win you have to risk loss!

fears

• renting this house out and someone trashing it.  (heartbreak)
• someone skipping out in the middle of the night and leaving us holding the bag.  
• losing this house because we couldn't afford this mortgage and another.
• and a billion other things.

i want this documented so if we do or if we don't take a leap i can look back and see why or why not!